Marisa, born 24th,August 1987. From Hong Kong. Love Ole. Love shopping. Love mascara. Love my parrot. 5'7 tall. Black straight shoulder length hair. Black eyes.

29 April 2005

ok i have separated the 2 little hamsters in different cages.Just when i thought everything was perfect, my friend told me that Russian hamsters would kill themselves if they feel lonely! uhh i dont really want to keep them but i dont want them to die yet. Im thinking of buying a wheel for them now. My sis doesnt care about them now! and left them for me! I have hurried her 5 times to help them take bath the other day!



Besides that, i bought a new toy to my parrot. My dad said 'it' maybe a parrot girl coz of the size. I think i will never know; we hadnt asked the seller when we bought 'it'. Let's just take it as ... genderless.

I didnt response to Emily on Monday but then i just gave her a short reply whenever she asks me things in the rest of this week. I didnt initially talk to her... And today Dora and I stayed in Study Room before we went to evening tutorial class, she told me they didnt like Emily much either! She said i was 'trying' to ignore Emily quite obviously. haha thats exactly what i want to seem like! Im not kind of people who isolate others, i wont force them to take sides but i would like them to feel who is being absurd. Emily obviously has shouted at many people or else they wouldnt feel the same as me. muhahaha

I just have read the blog of shandy; she has a happy life in usa. After the secondary graduation, i have a different views on my relationships with my friends. Now i dont feel bad about me, jessica, shandy and sandra having a completely different lives. I feel lonely if they are not around and i also feel lonely now but its not the same feeling...

I have bribed my friend to give me a painting of his. He has sold one of his pieces for 50 US$ but i can just give him a gift in exchange for the painting. ^^ thats really sound. Cant wait to see my good. lol

21 April 2005

13th friday

omg , is today 13th on friday? i just got up from evening nap and heard 3 kids cycling in the park shouting up, saying someone just jumped off the building next to mine from the 11th floor and i looked out immediately there are 2 police cars but i dont see a crowd of people or people running away. The one shouting down to the kids told them dont go to look and come home quick. What is happening! my building was on fire a while ago and now someone just jumped off from the next building! why did the victim choose this path... gotta watch the night news.

Im so sad today. I was scolded by one of the girls (emily) at lunchtime, for only a suggestion from mine. She was so loud and shouting at me and i was VERY shock and silent. She was so rude and sounded like personal attacking. Elisa was next to me and trying to make her calm and shut up. And after she shut up i left, went back to classroom alone before the other girls come back from Student Center. They were surprised not seeing me afterward... I swear not talking to her anymore. Too rude, under no circumstances should her shout to the same level classmates like building site workers in a fight.

And sandra messaged me and told me something. The thing she told me made me sad and maybe an urge for me to make a decision. And he was lying about him being busy... Maybe it was better to make the decision quick, maybe i shall change my blog
description a bit...

P.S i promised my friend to link his blog page, here it is:
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=red_spirit_jp

16 April 2005

humm i was almost hving a heart attack from the mini hampsters...They screamed twice when i was sleeping in midnight. As my sis has put the plastic box on her desk whilst her desk is besides the bed so they are basically screaming by my head. I thought they were going to climb on my head! lol

Well today when i tried to touch them my heart was beating! I cant believe im more scared than the hamsters scared of me, probably.


My relatives and me and sis went to the Urn cemetry today. And then went to a chinese restaurant for tea. And also i bought a top.. very satisfied for this weekend... But it also means i have to work hard to do homework tomorrow. *fighting!

P.S birthdate analyse - http://home.kimo.com.tw/m_site_com/Birthday.htm
mine is :
"日子︰8月24日
朱古力︰酒醉蝴蝶(Drunken Butterfly)
成份︰Southern Comfort梨子甜酒心朱古力
特性︰求知求真
生日占卜︰這天生日的人擁有神秘力量,能夠看穿所有未知的秘密,愈是深不測、難以明瞭的,愈能惹起你的興趣。除了研究人類文明之外,對其他科學知識如心理學、科學、物理以及各種理論,你都會不恥下問,仔細研究每一細節及內容,令自己的世界更為充實及廣闊。
朱古力蜜語︰要成為世上的偉人,必須有豐富的學識做基礎。"


15 April 2005

Hamsters phobia!

Aww.. i have a bad news.

I was at school and on pc. My sis messaged me and told me she bought 2 min hamsters!
I dont want them in my room! she didnt tell my parents and bought them on her own.
uhh.. im so scared now. I dont like these fluffy things.

14 April 2005

BBC news

Scarred by history: The Rape of Nanjing
Between December 1937 and March 1938 one of the worst massacres in modern times took place. Japanese troops captured the Chinese city of Nanjing and embarked on a campaign of murder, rape and looting.

Thousands of bodies were buried in ditches
Based on estimates made by historians and charity organisations in the city at the time, between 250,000 and 300,000 people were killed, many of them women and children.
The number of women raped was said by Westerners who were there to be 20,000, and there were widespread accounts of civilians being hacked to death.
Yet many Japanese officials and historians deny there was a massacre on such a scale.
They admit that deaths and rapes did occur, but say they were on a much smaller scale than reported. And in any case, they argue, these things happen in times of war.
The Sino-Japanese Wars
In 1931, Japan invaded Chinese Manchuria following a bombing incident at a railway controlled by Japanese interests.
The Chinese troops were no match for their opponents and Japan ended up in control of great swathes of Chinese territory.
The following years saw Japan consolidate its hold, while China suffered civil war between communists and the nationalists of the Kuomintang. The latter were led by General Chiang Kai-shek, whose capital was at Nanjing.

Japanese troops enter the city in triumph
Many Japanese, particularly some elements of the army, wanted to increase their influence and in July 1937, a skirmish between Chinese and Japanese troops escalated into full-scale war.
The Japanese again had initial success, but then there was a period of successful Chinese defence before the Japanese broke through at Shanghai and swiftly moved on to Nanjing.
Chiang Kai-shek's troops had already left the city and the Japanese army occupied it without difficulty.
'One of the great atrocities of modern times'
At the time, the Japanese army did not have a reputation for brutality.
In the Russo-Japanese War of 1904-5, the Japanese commanders had behaved with great courtesy towards their defeated opponents, but this was very different.
Japanese papers reported competitions among junior officers to kill the most Chinese.
There probably is no crime that has not been committed in this city today
Minnie VautrinUS woman in Nanjing
One Japanese newspaper correspondent saw lines of Chinese being taken for execution on the banks of the Yangtze River, where he saw piles of burned corpses.
Photographs from the time, now part of an exhibition in the city, show Japanese soldiers standing, smiling, among heaps of dead bodies.
Tillman Durdin of the New York Times reported the early stages of the massacre before being forced to leave.
He later wrote: "I was 29 and it was my first big story for the New York Times. So I drove down to the waterfront in my car. And to get to the gate I had to just climb over masses of bodies accumulated there."
"The car just had to drive over these dead bodies. And the scene on the river front, as I waited for the launch... was of a group of smoking, chattering Japanese officers overseeing the massacring of a battalion of Chinese captured troops."
"They were marching about in groups of about 15, machine-gunning them."
As he departed, he saw 200 men being executed in 10 minutes to the apparent enjoyment of Japanese military spectators.
He concluded that the rape of Nanjing was "one of the great atrocities of modern times".
'The memories cannot be erased'
A Christian missionary, John Magee, described Japanese soldiers as killing not only "every prisoner they could find but also a vast number of ordinary citizens of all ages".
"Many of them were shot down like the hunting of rabbits in the streets," he said.

Some victims were reportedly buried alive
After what he described as a week of murder and rape, the Rev Magee joined other Westerners in trying to set up an international safety zone.
Another who tried to help was an American woman, Minnie Vautrin, who kept a diary which has been likened to that of Anne Frank.
Her entry for 16 December reads: "There probably is no crime that has not been committed in this city today. Thirty girls were taken from the language school [where she worked] last night, and today I have heard scores of heartbreaking stories of girls who were taken from their homes last night - one of the girls was but 12 years old."
Later, she wrote: "How many thousands were mowed down by guns or bayoneted we shall probably never know. For in many cases oil was thrown over their bodies and then they were burned."
"Charred bodies tell the tales of some of these tragedies. The events of the following ten days are growing dim. But there are certain of them that lifetime will not erase from my memory and the memories of those who have been in Nanjing through this period."
Minnie Vautrin suffered a nervous breakdown in 1940 and returned to the US. She committed suicide in 1941.
Also horrified at what he saw was John Rabe, a German who was head of the local Nazi party.
He became leader of the international safety zone and recorded what he saw, some of it on film, but this was banned by the Nazis when he returned to Germany.
He wrote about rape and other brutalities which occurred even in the middle of the supposedly protected area.
Confession and denial
After the Second World War was over, one of the Japanese soldiers who was in Nanjing spoke about what he had seen.

Japanese troops showed little mercy
Azuma Shiro recalled one episode: "There were about 37 old men, old women and children. We captured them and gathered them in a square."
"There was a woman holding a child on her right arm... and another one on her left."
"We stabbed and killed them, all three - like potatoes in a skewer. I thought then, it's been only one month since I left home... and 30 days later I was killing people without remorse."
Mr Shiro suffered for his confession: "When there was a war exhibition in Kyoto, I testified. The first person who criticized me was a lady in Tokyo. She said I was damaging those who died in the war."
"She called me incessantly for three or four days. More and more letters came and the attack became so severe... that the police had to provide me with protection."
Such testimony, however, has been discounted at the highest levels in Japan.
Former Justice Minister Shigeto Nagano denied that the massacre had occurred, claiming it was a Chinese fabrication.
Professor Ienaga Saburo spent many years fighting the Japanese government in the courts with only limited success for not allowing true accounts of Japanese war atrocities to be given in school textbooks.
There is also opposition to the idea among ordinary Japanese people. A film called Don't Cry Nanjing was made by Chinese and Hong Kong film-makers in 1995 but it was several years before it was shown in Japan.

10 April 2005

Kid on 9th floor

omg! something really funny about kids is their innocence and they dont feel embarassed about most of the things. There was this little boy living on the 9th floor, i live on 7th floor, stood by the window and wouldnt stop shouting until he was satisfied with his mate in the park on the ground. So when i looked up from my window i saw the little head, him barely taller than the wall by his window. And he kept shouting as if using all his energy shouting down. I swear he pure shouting about *craps(that adults regard as) for whole 2 hours in the evening. However, he shouted so loud that i had to pay attention, that the things he shouted is so innocent. Wish the world and adults were all that simple.
Some extracts are about...


"THAT ONE WEARING JEANS AND BLACK T-SHIRT... LOOK UP!!..."
" WHY DO U GO TO PARK WITHOUT TELLING ME... (insert name here)TOLD ME EVERYTIME WHEN HE DID..."
"I DONT KNOW..."

"(insert 3 girl names here) SAID THEY WILL MARRY YOU WHEN THEY GROW UP..."
"YOU ARE LYING!"
"3 OF THEM MARRYING ONE OF YOU... NO NO NO ITS TRUE...THEY TOLD ME IN THE PARK.
'' THEY SAID THEY WILL TAKE OFF ALL THE CLOTHES GO NAKED FOR YOU!!"
*paris burst out laughing

"WILL YOU GO DOWN AGAIN TOMORROW?"
"NO, I HAVE TO GO TO THE CEMETRY"
"WHY DO U HAVE TO GO TO CEMETRY?"
*Paris thinking-- isnt that obvious lol
"WHEN WILL YOU COME BACK FROM CEMETRY...''

Then they suddenly got pissed for no apparent reasons...
"YOU GO EAT POO!"
"YOU GO DRINK PEE"
"YOU GO EAT BANANA...HAHA"
"YOU GO EAT WILLY"
*Paris in gasps!

At last, Paris felt like she was tiny partly responsible for the behaviours of the future society masters. So she went to window and shouted:

"HOY! HERE DONT SWEAR KIDS"
and for the next 3 secs there was silence...
hehe.
And the next day, at the same time, they were still shouting.

"TALLIE TALLIE TALLIE TALLIE "( tall man)
for 100 times for 2
hours.
Actually the problem could be easily solved if one of them went up, one of them went down or just use phones! =P

03 April 2005

Last week...

uhhh.. I have been sick since the last wednesday.. got up feeling pain in the bones but i still made it to meet Jessica. We went to see the Impressionism Gallery. Waited for an hour more to get in and there were overloaded people inside the gallery i think. But i felt lucky to have seen the real pieces of Monet. He is one of my favourite western artists.

Probably waiting in the cold wind has made me more ill, then i couldnt get up on thursday. Just pure sleeping at home and couldnt breathe at all from stuffy nose. The toilet paper was not far more than a foot from me.

Then i had to go to the doctor and Geography tutorial class as well on friday... couldnt concentrate in the 2 hours time.

Yesterday was a little better but i couldnt live without my nose syrum to breathe.

Today, still feeling dizzy.. I HATE to be sick!I hadnt showered for 3 days! Tomorrow i should go back to school but i might take a day off . Lets see how i feel tomorrow.

Last but not least, look what my friend has found.. Jeff Weise the school shooting carrier in america and also shot himself at last. He submitted little flash movies on the net before he did the crime. Heres they are:

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/199857
http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/195194