1st March

I had lunch with a few university classmates of mine, and we came to talk about dating. There was a guy who was so passive and shy and revealed a secret to us, that was he had tried to ask a girl out and told her about how he felt. It turned out to be funny because no one would have expected him to be that active when it came to this matter. We had some good laugh during lunch.

And then the conversation cannot get off my mind. I started to think about my life and my future, in my own perspective. Family and friends are also important, but I guess you have to take good care of yourself first before taking care of other stuff. Time passes so quickly sometimes I felt like I forgot about my personal life. It has been so long, so long... When you were in it, the good time was like flashes. Now I am stuck. Which way should I go? My inner voice who had guided me throughout the hard time has lost.

Is it good enough to just focus on studies? which are so plain and tasteless when they are not the most that interest you. They can be burning my youth, or bring me out of the loneliness. What have I been doing in the last semister? What did I get in return out of it? I got my grades, they are not brilliant but not bad. I cannot compete with the brilliant ones, knowing about my capabilities. That's all I remember from what happened in the last 6 months, because my free time has been taken away.

I stumbled across some quotes on the web:
" Try not to break someone's heart because it doesnt hurt less when yours was broken."

I really miss it.

It's time to move on, maybe someone and something out there is waiting.
BE STRONG! Refresh and Start over!