I cried...
ok this is how it happened.
I made my friend(O) mad and ive been thinking what to do for a whole day. So jessica said i should really apologise so i sent him an ecard. And then we talked today, in the evening, he said he wasnt how i thought he was and so on. Meanwhile, another one came online,he is whom ive liked before. Then a lot of things were on my mind, everything,then tears came out beyond my control... The sun has set, the lounge was becoming dim.(My mum was in the toilet and i hv not turned on any light) so i teared, alone, in the dark, in front of the pc. suddenly felt so lonely, maybe some one should be here to hug me and i should cried on someone's shoulder. there's more and more tear running out on my face, my face was all wet. The msn alert kept beeping, he was typing but i couldnt reply a word. The past was floating in my brain, and i felt so stupid. I crashed, all in a sudden, like ur pc suddenly freezes.


The other day at school, during lunch time--
Jessica: wow this is not like you, i hv never seen u cried.U hvnt cried for ages. U look so strong.
Me: yeah i dont know why ...

V-day
Im single. so i never have celebrated the Vday with a guy. Im not being blised but i always thought that the Valentine's Day is so commercial. The roses are 5 times more expensive than they are in normal days. I saw in newspaper; a bonquet of 99 roses costs 2800 HK$ (350us$).Not realistic. It should be a romantic day to celebrate the history and Valentine the priest. But the merchants take the opportunity to make money. They made such a day becoming not romantic anymore :(

I got chocolate from my g/fs today. You see Valentine's day can be romantic without a guy. 8)

I made my best online friend mad. :( i said something and it's probably too much, i didnt mean it. It's a bad day today

insects garnish
my friends are laughing at me because everytime we go out to eat, i seem to have found insects in the food! There were 2 baby cockroaches and 1 fly in the pasta when my friends and i ate in a fastfood shop. We made the manager to look at the insects and she agreed to give us free drink. There was 1 fly in the soup in another restaurant.Enough? Not yet! there was 1 veggie bug in the bowl of noodles of Jessica's when Jessica and I had lunch together. Then today there was also a fly in the chinese soup of mine when i ate at lunch.!

Sex
I had a sex talk at school today. Two staff from the Hygiene Department came, one man and one women. And then the guy demotrated how to use a condom on a plastic penis model.

How lame! actually we (my friends and i) all know that! it's such a basic level. And a dumb classmate ask: you use bare hand to roll up the condom, there's germ!
some of us thought: or u want to wear a plastic glove before hand? why not you just not to have sex then, dont bother man!,

At lunch, we were still on this dumb question,
My friend said: well she should wear the preventive suit that the doctors would wear during SARS! and just cut a hole below.
Me: *laughing my head off*
Me: i bet the penis is much dirtier than ur hand. ..

back to school
i will go back to school tomorrow and then there will be no more long holiday until summer. Im so looking forward to the 3 months holiday. :(

Looks like every friends of mine are seeing somebody without telling me! First A*** who has been dating for 4 months by now and TO*Y who has been dating for half a year! You guys dont take me as friends now,uh??

damn, i havent done the account homework yet! i havet even flipped over the book once. im gonna been really busy to chase back from behind.