The last fun day
sigh... 3 more days then have to go back to school again. My relatives, cousins and my sis went to yum cha together in a chinese restaurant. My aunt is going to take the job of being a security guard in a shopping mall.

I bought a white coloured nail polish which i had been wanting for so long. It's the good timming coz it was on sale. Then we chatted a bit back in my aunt's house.

My "dear" cousin guy ironed 7 crystals on his T-shirt. It was quite nice. He's been acting a bit girley since he was little, in my opinion. im wondering maybe one day he might be a bi-sexual. I'll never know tho. I used his pc once and accidentally found some pics of male gay sex. Then recently ive found out he checked out porno story sites and my girl cousin and i joked him.

At night, we dined out as usual and didn't know which one started talking about ghost first. So i had a ghost story conference dinner. i wish i would never gonna see a ghost in my life.

edited on 31st August , 2:29am.

Being 16 for 2 days
Today i had a friend of mine came to my house to fix my computers. He had been here for over 5 hours to help me reset the computer. I decided to jot down something about this nice person.

He is son of my mum's friend, 18 years old, slim and tall. I can imagine he would be the kind of button-down nine to fiver. He is such a great guy. I've never heard him swearing. We've known each others since we were little. Her mum gave me a snoopy dog in my 4-5 years old birthday but i cried. I didn't know why. Im still keeping this snoopy dog somewhere. After his family moved house, we didn't see each other much then because it's too far from my place. I liked him quite a bit when i was in primary school. However, almost forgot his existense while i entered secondary school. 2 years ago, my little sister and he went to a experience trip together so we are kind of back in contact again. I heard his dad cheated on his mum and they were getting a divorce. Then he is in my sister's cooking-up-to-be boyfriend list.
He came and helped me installed the stuff back to the window xp pc and window 98 second version. I do hope he will have a good life though good people always die early.

One piece of assignments is to read an old Chinese literature fiction. There are 120 chapters altogether. After my quick read this morning, Ive only finished 27 chapters!! GOD! HELP ME!

Goodnight!

2 days after turned 16
6 days till school starts

After Birthday day
Humm. It's great after the birthday. I turned sweet 16! i used to be hoping to turn 16 faster when i was little. i've got 3 more late birthday ecards today. Now a week more than school will start. I'll be rushing to finish all the homework in the few days to come.

Today I got a "birthday ecard" from a person who wants to make up. she checked out my result in exams paper secretly, checked the marks on the test paper before i get mine and the even exercise books as well at school. She is an unbalanced person. she wants to compete with me in every minute and she's said to me directly that she would see me as a target. What's funnier, she said she is about 117 pounds in weight but actually she is 130 pounds in weight. i knew that in P.E lesson. she is basically a separate person at school because she thought she has some American blood running in her body and that would make her cool.
She sent an email to me and tried to briber me by giving me gift then i will have to recuit her to my group in doing group assignments. Her purpose of doing that is to aviod herself from being the isolated one and take advantages of me and different people. So this "birthday ecard" is not a birthday greeting, it urges me to give her a reply.


Goodnight :o

what's wrong with people?
when i logged on the computer today, this is what i got:

"You want a European boyfriend. I don't know why but the Asian-European couples seem to only be happy over one thing - money. There's this one area near Auckland Central called Newmarket, and there are many many Asian-European couples there. It's also a shopaholic's heaven with clothes and shoe stores lining the entirety of Broadway. I don't believe in such material-love."

"I don't see why you go round wearing G-strings and see-through pants yet you think sex before marriage is wrong, at the same time."

"The only reason you want to drive a BMW: "I drive an expensive car, so the people know I'm one RICH BITCH." Dr Absinthe


I become complete speechless to this person.
In the 1st paragraph, he implies that i want a white boyfriend because i love money. Excuse me, who did say white are all richer? racial discrimination.
In paragraph 2, so this person probably thought that i pretended to be that pure good girl. I said i was at home wearing a little see-through pajama shorts. i didn't realize that it's that see-through until my mum told me. I am not wearing a G-String beneath a pair of see through pants and go out.
Moreover, even though i dress sexy and Dressing sexy doesn't mean that you are slutty and have low morality. People always confused this 2 things, it's a tragedy.
In paragraph 3, complete disparage my personality. need to say more? BMW car lover, come to kill this man.




2 days till my birthday. I got 2 birthday Ecard today. thanks!

New glasses
I got up at about 1 p.m this afternoon so i had slept for 11 hours. I get sleepier when i've slept for too long. I got up feeling dizzy due to effect of the medicine. My friend Jessica phoned to my house when i was sleeping and i heard my dad said i was sleeping and that woke me up in my sleep. Then she wanted me to bring her back the notebook computer which i borrowed from her 2 days ago just after i got up 10 mins. so i needed to go down with my hair uncombed and tied up.

I bought a pair of brand new glasses. They are the framless kind of glasses and the arms and nose ridge are silver in colour. The glasses are made of titanium. Titanium, the glasses sound like it's made of pieces of rusty iron from Titanic the ship. lol

Another funny piece of stuff i want to write down in my diary. I was wearing a thong and my pajama shorts is a bit see-through. This morning, When i got up and went out of my bedroom to the toilet, my mum was in the dinning room and was behind me and saw my back. She Yelled! and said why i would wear such a thing. Then she kept saying G-string is prostitute like. lol She said only those people would wear G-string in her generation.

I updated some cam pics to the site, go check them out. :P

goodnight!

i hate the stomach virus... :'(
After i got up this morning, the first thing i did is to drink water. I get so thirsty sleeping in an air-conditioning room. After i had just drinken a mouthful of water, i suddently felt a great pain in my stmoach and i couldn't even stand up with my back straight. I had to bend and laid down in bed again. i felt only a little bit better after 45 mins. So eventually, i have to go to the doctor again.

He said i probably have a stomach virus for such constantly stomach pain. I have been like this for the last year. He said half of the people do have such a virus but some people have the immune ability and it also depends on the amount of vrius. So I have to do an X-ray and blood testing after ive taken the medicine of this time. :(

I went to swim... After my period had ended
My friend and I went to swim today after our peroid both had ended. We swam for 3 hours and most of time we were just soaking in the water and chatting. We both cannot swim! We will sink. I've read an article about things that women like to do, one of them is women like their bodies in body of water. I suppose that is right. :P

One of the bads of being female is proberly that you have periods. My friend and I both started our cycles on the same day, the day we went hiking. We were unlucky. So bad about periods is that it cannot be predicted accurately. If i knew the day periods came, i wouldn't have gone hiking on that day. We can't go to swim during the week having period on. However, it still doesn't mean that you have 3 weeks left to go to swim because one week before the period starts, PMS will come to disturb you and you have to be prepared that the periods will come any time. So technically speaking, there's only 2 weeks of freetime to go swimming.
Nowadays people don't have as many children as people in anciet time. Having periods is sorta a waste. A waste of money, sanitary napkins (about 8 pieces a day for me), time (of going toilets frequently and time wasted in depression episodes during PMS) and most importantly,my blood!!! LOL!

I got myself a bracelet and a vest which is regretted to be bought later. The saleswoman asked if I was back from foreign country because my face look looks like so and im more pure than the local teenage girls.. HAHAHA! No, im not Hayley Westernra. It's quite funny actually to have people asked if i was back from foreign countries. I speak super accurate Cantonese. I've got asked by that for many times. lol

I got up very later this afternoon and did two compositions. That's all today. Jessica ( my best evil friend) asked if i would get any pierceing the other day. i thought about that today and decided not to get any yet. i know i would regret that if i left 2 holes on my ears. Nose piercing is so cool but i think i am not gonna get one. i always wonder it would look so strange without a nose ring but a hole on your nose wing. Sandra ( my other best evil friend) sugeests we get ear piercings together when we turn 18. i will think about that.

17 days till my birthday. Then I can go to bars, buy alcohol though im already doing that and marry , legally.
Not much today Goodnight!

Tomb Raider 2 reveiw by me
I went to my cousin's No Alcohol birthday party this evening. i also got my early birthday present, a silver coloured (not real silver) necklace with four blue flowers in the front and some money. After eating the birthday cake, we went to see Tomb Raider 2 cradle of life. It's quite good. The whole movie basically consists of non stop action scene and the story line makes sense. i think this one is much better than the 1st one. I tried to watch the DVD of the 1st one but only had watched one third of it. This movie is the best one of all the movies i saw from July, including Terminator 3 and The Matrix Reloaded. I think Angelina doesn't have a very beautiful face but she is very charming. she looks very cool in this movie. One minus thing about this movie is that the box which everyone tried to get is too unreal. It looks like plastic more than an anciet thing.

When i was on the way to the party, the guy sitting next to me kept looking at me. We were sitting so close he even turned his head in my direction. When i looked back he looked away very quickly in 0.999 second. So i had a very uncomfortable ride we kept looking left and right until the guy finally got off the subway.

I haven't done any homework yet. I haven't been in the mood to take web cam pics recently, dunno why.


GoodNight all xoxox

A Pakistan guy scared me+guys you have to dump
My stomach is not getting any better after 2 days of taking medicine. I feel hungry but i can only eat very little because my stomach feel like stuffed and pain. it's very bad, it's like there's a motor turned on inside ur body. My waist measurment has increased from 25" to 28". So it would be for a while until i take any new cam pics to post. :(

Let's go into the subject, I went birthday gift shopping this evening, gotta get my cousin his 18th birthday present. So i went by subway to a mall in MongKOK. when i got on the subway, it was sorta crowded and there were 2 pakistan guys standing near the door. One of them , the fat one had been looking at me since i got on. when the subway is less crowded i walked to the other side of doors and walked pass the pakistan guy. He said "SWEETLIPS" (in cantonese) when i walked passed . I pretended that i didn't hear and turned around. He scared me! I really don't know what to do if he did walk closer. Sometimes i do wish i had a b/f to deal with this kind of situation. If Im with a guy, i think he dare not to say that. disgusting!!!! The last time i remember i was also on my own and then a guy,a man, an ugly man walked pass and whistled at me. i also pretended i didn't hear him and went into a store. why do some guys do such lame and stupid things, if i was Hiltler i would killed these guys.

I talked to an ICQ taiwanese friend today. He just got dumped by his girl and Im not any better than him. He draws to the conclusion that 2 types of guys u must take action first to break up fast, if u r after serious relationship.

TYPE1: guys who said if you don't have sex with him, means you don't love him.
WHY: do i need to have sex with all the things and all the people i love? IF so, i've slept with my Mum and pet dog thousand times. man and dog, creative enough.


TYPE2: Guys who takes you as a back up. He's with you but still looking.
WHY: because you give out 100% and he only gives out 50%. it's not balance the ship will sink.

WAYS TO DEAL WITH: take initiative to break up. Not only to save face, but also play him back.

Im sick :(
I have a very sore stomach. i have been feeling unwell since after last night's dinner. I went to the doctor and he just said the old stuff. He said it's caused by stress, the negative emotions which should be my depressioon and irregular eating routine. He said all in all i must get into a eating routine and have dinner earlier before sleep. It's difficult for me to change, especially now on holiday. Ihate being sick. The medicine put me into sleep. I droped half of a sauce pan of soup on the floor. The whole sauce pan slipped out of my hands. I feel hungry but i can't eat much. To be more concrete, my stomach feels like a soon to explode ballon.

I downloaded 15 more cam pics. Ill put them up on a site with the old ones as well so you can see how i look like. I might link the address here soon.

Goonight ;)

about porn+ ICQ log
I have a pretty boring day, i got up at 1 pm which means i had slept 11 hours non-stop! I got up more tired than when i go to bed. I tried to eat less starch today but failed. I got a phone call from a friend and we are going to have a buffet in a hotel on 10th August. So i must loose back that 1 kg within 10 days. I gain weight easily so although 1 kg doesn't sound much, to me is a lot.

I had a very interesting conversation with my buddy today. It's dirty but hillarious but we are not hooked up. We are still clean. lol!He compliments this site is cool! Thanks dude!
There you go.( the following may contains adults content so if u think u would feel offended please don't go on reading. Shopaholic is me. )

shopaholic: hahaha, will you do porn site links? i hope u won't ...:P
carlove: why not? i got lots worth mentioning =)
shopaholic:THANK YOU!
carlove:you are thanking me for posting up links to my favourite porn sites? lol...
shopaholic:then i can go look at it ..lol
carlove:some of them are asian ones btw... actually about half of them lol..
shopaholic:wow. really? why do so many people asian porn?i mean what is it soo good about nude azn??!
carlove:they are much more beautiful than european
shopaholic:sometimes when i look at asian porn site in my language, i will just start laughing
carlove:hahaha
carlove:do you have any good links? lol
carlove:i bet u have heaps ay
shopaholic:hahah.. u really do want some?
carlove:i dont want any with guys on them plz lol
shopaholic:yes all are just involves females! that isn't fair
carlove:lol.. teeheeehee... come on u know u like it lol
carlove:man... i find that japanese guy's dongs are always so much smaller than european its really funny.. i feel good about myself when i compare theirs to mine hahahaha
shopaholic:LOL!,, my goddness
shopaholic:man! i will deffinitely post what u've just said on my site..lol
carlove:nooooo!! dont lol!!


Come beg me to take the log down, dude! lol!
seriously, to be honestly. I think asian porn is just not that amazing, just normal. Perhaps im asian and i see myself naked every day when i take shower.:P They are just normal to me. I always wonder why people like asian porn more than european porn.

Im off to bed now. Goodnight all.
xoxoxox