Holiday=extra weight; Bad news
Well...today i weighted and found out i gained 1 kg. It took me one week to lose 1 kg and now only for 3 days i gained 1. i have to go on diet starting from tomorrow.

My mum is dying. Im serious.She is very sick. She should have gone in the hospital 1 year ago. Our family doctor urged her to go in hospital and recieved treatment a year ago but she just refused. She is stubborn in this way and always thought she was "alright". She hasn't been "alright" for 2 years. My mum has anemia and something wrong in liver, kidney and heart. she has depression episodes as well. I know my dad is worried about her although he doesn't show. :(I have dreamed about my mum dying but never have realised it comes so fast.

......

maybe one year later I'd only have a single parent.

ICQ logs
Today is boring. There's nothing intereting to write so i'll post logs. They are lame and funny.The following may contains adults content so if u think u would feel offended please don't go on reading. Shopaholic is me.

Oly: mmmmmmmmmmm
shopaholic: hihi !
shopaholic: im on holiday, are you student?
Oly: how is the hot sexy baby that make my penis feel so hard each time i talk to her?
shopaholic: hahaha my pleasure.

Dr. Absinth: showoff :P
shopaholic: nooooooo
Dr. Absinth: jus' 'coz you got tits you think you have to show off :P
shopaholic: i have 60 pics altogether, here are just a few headshoot
Dr. Absinth: to me from here Hong Kong seems like a bunch of plastic
shopaholic: guys have tits too
shopaholic: lol! i will NEVERtake nude pics don't worry
Dr. Absinth: is this like a photo booth or a camera?
Dr. Absinth: THANK YOU! (phew, the relief)
shopaholic: webcam
Dr. Absinth: 'some' guys have tits. i don't have anything worth showing off.
Dr. Absinth: *i wonder why you got that*
shopaholic: everyone has tits just different sizes!
Dr. Absinth: :P :P :P ;)


Dr. Absinth: "moving swiftly along", what is actually in that "my baby" picture??
shopaholic: haha.my parrots beak, someone thought it was my arm
DR. Absinth: i thought it was your nose
shopaholic: :-X


shopaholic: Do you have any quiz sites for me?
shopaholic: im bored ah!
Daydreamer: why ar????
Daydreamer: but u ar chatting with me .. haha..
shopaholic: my soul is bored..........lol,it sounds silly i know
Daydreamer: your soul is bored, then how about your body?
shopaholic: my body is fit! hahaha just kidding, my body is tired......
Daydreamer: your soul is bored and your body is fit ...hahah, interesting! 哈...幾得�啵~~

Walking throughout Tsim Sha Tsui
I met my friend Sandra at McDonld's in Tsim Sha Tsui at 9am. We felt like part of the 9-to 5er people. The subway was stuffed with people and u can even hear the breathe of the person next to you. We always love going to TST because not only there are fancy malls and shops but also a lot of weird people that you can see. (most of them dress weird and some are just funny). There're getting more and more Mainland Chinese tourists in HK. You will feel like in a sea of mandarin going in and out of ur ears. The mornings and nights in TST are a completely different scene. I usually go to TST at night (im a night owl) and you will feel abit lost. So we ended up walking around TST from 10am to 5 pm. We discovered an upstsair store that sell tradtional indian and pakistan hand-made accessories.

Until we've got to YMCA were we informed that the course had been cancelled. Im gonna to complain this.:0

The new desk arrived and i spent the night tidying stuff. Im off to bed now.Goodnight all. :P

Im Not a happy bunny today....
I went to yum cha with my relatives (of my mother side's) and family in the afternoon. It is a special Chinese restaurant unlike others. It has a theme that is of one of the minor races of chinese and the food is special too but compare to the interior decoration, it's less outstanding. But the air-conditioning is too strong. Time really flies. It's been so long that we havn't had a family meal. It's the 1st time i realise that it's so obvious that the parents are growing old. It's like they are getting older at a much faster rate. (sorry, my logical side :0)

My uncle is weird, funny and ...i just don't know how to describ him. He packed all the stuff and went travelling alone to ShangHai without informing his wife and children. And suddenly came back home tonight. They must be having a terrible fight now or maybe my uncle was sleeping in the sofa by now.

I hope the weather will be fine next week because i might/also want to go to Macau.

Goodnight all. xoxox :)

Bored...
I had been moving my bedroom since 3 pm till 10 at night. I have my dad helping me. We moved the bed by the wall (it's used to be by the windows) and the desk and closet by the other side too. I came up with idea of painting one wall into pink or purple today(How Romantic!) It'd be a bit hard to get the colour i want i think. Besides that it's a very blah day today. Boreeeeeeeeeeeeed....

Modelling 風雲
When i was shopping on my own 2 weeks ago in Harbour City, a man called me from behind and approached me for modelling. He gave me his card and i left my cellphone number. But i have to turn it down because my parents disaprove it. I have had 5 voice mails left on the answering machine since then and one call i had when i was waiting to get my report card one week ago. So i lied i was working (he thought i was an OL!) and said i would return the call but i didn't. Im avoiding any calls actually. Then 2 more voice mail and then today one more voice mail.
:( uhhhh

I will go to the dentist at 4pm to change wire. Then my left jaw won't be able to chew for at least 3 days. :(

Today is Winnie's Birthday. Happy Birthday to "win�"! we met in Red Cross when i was in form 2 and she was in form 3. She helped me out when i was in drilling. She was sorta like an assitant of the commander. The commander was a bitch and critized about anything. Winnie has moved to USA and i quited Red Cross. All are happy now. Finally some advice for you, if u want to join uniform organizations, stay away from Red cross unless u want to be in hell.

Welcome
WELCOME! this is my first "blog" in my entire life. I've thought of running a site but i don't want to pay any amount of money. Perhaps i will open one when im not so poor.(hehe) For now, this blog and see how things going.

It's 12:10am im writing my 1st blog.
Another thing is i planned to go to Macau on this weekends but the weather blew it. For those who are not from HK,we have a typhoon and signal number 8 hosted. Once again the outside element blew my plan: there was SARS in Easter and now a typhoon in summer break. However,im smart enough :P that i have another plan now which is rearranging my bedroom and painting the wall.i havn't decided what colour i will do though.

That's all, night all.