School has started for 4 days now. I feel like my motor inside me has not even started running yet. it's really lonely in a class with no one you are close with, although i have known 2 girls and seated with them. Maybe i already got used to hving all my best friends around in the same class. Although we wouldnt chat in the lessons and that is the same with now to some extent. but i dont know, when i look around in the lessons, i feel like Russell Crowe in Cast Away.