Mock over, but not feeling better
Mock is offically over this morning. Im happy and relaxed. I hv 2 weeks of holiday and then go back to school for the results. Sandra and i went to swim afterwards, still in our uniform. I joked that we were from the low class residential district to CBD central busniess district to swim. ( we've joined a private club where we sleep in)
we soaked in the water till 6 pm and went to hv dinner together. we also walked along the Victoria Harbour for an hour, chatted a bit and then went home.
what we chatted about is from parents to guys, from school to life experience. I cant talk about what we talked about here because it's personal subjects.
And i know that many of my classmates visit to this blog from time to time, i hope you guys would not judge people and assume things that u know nothing about. For those, when u do hv grown up, i mean matally not just physically, u will think that u were so shallow in the past. Im sharing the diary with everyone and i expect people to respect that. If u dont like it then go away, u hv every right not visiting this link.

There are 2 people today who told me that net relationships do not work, the spark feeling does not last in reality, the net is full of dishonesty and some people separate the reality life and net life so they are different in real life. Maybe they are right, they hv got the points. But it's so real, the feeling of it has been brought into my real life, every day. it is so amazing. It has been like that for 3 months. Ive been especially happy since Monday. My faith has started to shake. Maybe i am not as determind and hopeful as i used to be from the past( which didnt work out). But secretly, i want to work it out and bring it to reality.



PS: i will edit the previous post to explain what happened, also related to the bold words